someone saw me!!!!!!!!!

arrgghh!!!!!! i was planning to buy otak2 just now...cuz im sooo hungry!!!!!

so i walked myself to the stall in front of IPBM...

alone...

dunno y but i got ths awkward feelings n my instinct told me

i'd better don't go..

but i ignored it..

so,

i walked along the pedestrian,

saw many cars trapped in a traffic congestion..

pheww..again i felt uncomfortable bcoz...

can feel tat every eyes is looking at me..

cuz i was ALONE!!

caught a sight of two men in a lorry 

waving at me..

with tat 

silly stupid sound..

made my adrenalin runs fast..

i walked faster..

keep telling myself...

'thgs gonna be jusssttt...okaaayy...'

'ur goin to buy otak2, eat em' n u'll b happy...'

p/s otak2 is one of my pebret food...

i'll eat my fvrt food whnevr i feel stress or sad or bored.

aim: 

to pamper myself..

n

to make myself happy...

yess...i'm alone in the hostel right now,

waiting for my aunt to fetch me at 9 pm..

got nthg to do...

n feel so damn bored....

my baby didn't reply my msgs..

most probbly he was sleepng..

got no one to talk to.......

I REALLY NEED TO EAT STH!!!!!!

...so tat's y i decided to go to the stall alone...T.T

back to the story....

with full of hope 

im hoping so much the stall is open..

n....yes....

it is closed!!

i was soooooo!!!

embarrassed !!!

bcuz I 've walked all the way long just to get there n was being seen  with

all the stupid guys

inside their cars..

Being teased..

n etc...

just to know the stall was closed..

i was sooo sad!!

it annoyed me so much...

i can't simply turn back and walk home...

ppl are looking at me !! 

so..

I acted..

stupidly, i took my phone pretending I was called by someone..

(sure u cn imgne tat situation..)

slowly..i turned around...with a serious face..just like someone was telling me

to go back immediately..

tat's how I left that place...

successfully..

i end up with milo ais n burger ayam spcl...

uhuk...uhuk...

i reached home..

with a hungry tummy...

:((((

as i started to eat...

someone called!!

(i am so happy..cuz at least got sum1 to talk to!)

i thought it was my baby..

unfortunately..

NOT...

it was ELTC ONN!!

( eltc lecturer)

to my surprised!!

he is a friend of mine...

i was wondering y he called me..

as i answrd the call..

the 1st thng he said was..

" are u okay?"

n i was like..

" uh???........ya....y?"

(nervous)

" oh..nthg..Raze called me just now, he was caught in a trffc cngstn...n he saw u.."

"haa???? oh rili???"

(damn i was sooo embrrsd!!!)

"ya..he said u look sad...r u ok?"

"sure..i am just fine...i am ok..hee.."

"ure not going back??"

" i am... my aunt will fetch me at 9pm..tomoro is my flight.."

"oh i c... so ure alone in the hostel??"

(damn ! how can he knows tat??!)

"err...nope...got 1 fren here, she is nt goin bck..heee.."

( im lying.)

"oo......so hows ure dinner tonite?? "

"...hahaa...i'm having em now..."

"oo...i c...

eh...next time if u need any help just drop me a call...ok?"

"oo...hohoo...ok..."

(i was just want to say...bye...)

n

"hey...how bout ur esaimen??"

n bla..bla...bla........

hohooo.........at least got sum1 to talk to...... 
i'm all alone here...













p/s... tq for calling....